Letting things out

I just phoned boy to find out how he was doing. I think it was a moment of weakness as I have been thinking of him a lot lately. The conversation began just as any other phone conversation. But when he told me that we had “to leave me” (in my language you often end a phone conversation like that), I just started to cry. I said something like “yeah, do that” and he understood the sarcasm in my voice.  Then, I told him how I feel about everything. I asked him, if he had taken me for a fool all the time as he never called and I always was the one who went and visited him. I confronted him with him breaking up with me over the phone while I was calling, ending a two year relationship because he did not have the courage to do it face to face.

I know this was not the most intelligent thing to do, but MAN it felt great to finally let it out.

~ by Mandy on July 24, 2008.